EVERYTHING IS MEANINGFUL IN MY LIFE

Not just one thing, but everything, even if I cannot understand or comprehend everything at once. We have a saying that you live and learn. That is very true. I finally realized and accepted it as something that I own now that life is not only a school where you learn various truths about yourself and others and God, but also it is a playing field for some and for some it is a battlefield. Chose one or the other wisely.

SOME PEOPLE CHOSE TO BE THE ENEMY

For some who chose to be adversaries to humanity, this field is a battlefield. For those who chose life to play, this field is a playground. There are people who have the ability to grow trees, flowers, and plants and who tend to bees. And there are those who level mountains and cut down trees to plant concrete and make other people competitive. 

POLITICAL CORRECTNESS

Yes, people should be competitive, but for God. We seldom are aware of that. It has become a shameful thing to even mention God. It is not politically correct. My very existence then is not politically correct. My guides are many, like St Seraphim of Sarov or Sir H. G. Chesterton. The latter wrote about the nonsense of God`s logic. I agree. It is nonsense to us. 

A MEANINGLESS EXISTENCE?

Sometimes our existence seems to have no meaning at all. Indeed it does not have a meaning. In my opinion, it has many meanings and purposes. We tend to label ourselves as something to give our existence meaning for fear of losing our identity.

I think the fear of losing identity is an innate fear but a very irrational one. For we incarnate our identity and forge it only in Christ. Otherwise, we are hollow.